who are you?
† Hi I'm a 17 years old being with two hands named Aggie, I out of sorts badly code and study web development. Nearly all of my knowledge and passions are about cyberpunk-related media, religion and philosophy. I also practice my coding / linguist skills developing sites such as this one, I truly find joy in transfering sensibility to personal websites.
contact me
† If required, feel free to contact anytime you want, I will respond. You can contact me directly to my discord aggie#3013
✦ interests
There's nothing important enough to care about from here on out. The few times that I had the disposition of a pseudo cinephile, I managed to understand cinema in a personal and meaningful way. Some of my favorite films are The Human Condition trilogy, Wings of Desire, Sympathy for Lady Vengeance, Old Boy, The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou and La Chinoise.
My aversion to talking about books is out of a desire to cut through any predispositions to believe that I might be smart for reading books written by old bearded men. Just burning a few neurons doesn't mean much.
It takes a special lack of talent to make noisy, schizophrenic, flat-nosed experimental synthesizer music, I appreciate it immensely. My left ear has lost 20% of its hearing since i discovered breakcore.
✦ I fell in love with my sins when I saw your false faith
“I want to say to you that in such moments, one does, " like dry grass," thirst after faith, and that one finds it in the end, solely and simply because one sees the truth more clearly when one is unhappy. I want to say to you, about myself, that I am a child of this age, a child of unfaith and scepticism, and probably (indeed I know it) shall remain so to the end of my life. How dreadfully has it tormented me (and torments me even now)—this longing for faith, which is all the stronger for the proofs I have against it. And yet God gives me sometimes moments of perfect peace; in such moments I love and believe that I am loved;”
― Letters of Fyodor Michailovitch Dostoyevsky to his family and friends
